You are you, and that's all you need to be by NobodyNotEvenThRain, literature
Literature
You are you, and that's all you need to be
That feeling
When you lay in bed all alone, listening to your heartbeat.
Feeling your blood rush through your veins.
Just thinking, what if, I'm actually meant for something?
What if my life actually has purpose, and I'm just laying here.
Doing nothing about everything.
That moment
When something, or in some cases someone, gives you the slightest glimer of hope.
Right when you needed it the most.
But then you know, that one day they could just walk out on you like everyone else did.
Like all your other hope has.
That realization
When you begin to imagine the possibilities, of you maybe being okay on your own.
Maybe you don't need anyone.
This is untitled as of now by NobodyNotEvenThRain, literature
Literature
This is untitled as of now
So I threw my heart out to sea,
watched it as it sank.
Because a busted up heart weighed more than I could take.
There's a war between my head and what used to be my heart,
brewing up a storm,
all alone and in the dark.
So now you have to choose,
I don't have anything else left to lose.
If it hurts this much, then it must be love.
It's 3 AM and you're keeping me from closing these tired eyes,
The lights are dim and the music is slow.
Lately you've been so distant that it's hard to breathe.
I'll take your time in exchange for sleep any day, you keep these nightmares away,
and I'd hope that you'd feel the same way.
It's been lonely h
Tell me how your story goes,
Show me your scars, your bruises.
Have you ever hurt so deeply that you couldn't sleep at night?
What do you think about when you can't sleep at night?
Do you count sheep or,
Do you think about the future and your life.
Tell me what your worst fears are.
Or are you fearless?
I know you aren't.
Do you fear being alone?
I know I do.
What about death?
That too.
Tell me how you believe your story will end,
Do you live happily ever after?
Married with children?
Or does your life spiral out of control?
Alone with no place to call home.
Scars are deeper, bruises are even darker than ever before.
But everybody has to
Hard Goodbyes, Even Harder Hellos by NobodyNotEvenThRain, literature
Literature
Hard Goodbyes, Even Harder Hellos
As i sit here and search the sea,
These thoughts are chlling me,
Because there's so much beauty in a storm,
and yet so much blown down and torn.
And no matter how long I long to find,
the exact date and the exact time
hoping that maybe one day I'd be fine
But you just won't leave my mind, but I can mostly smile now.
And I can sit here and say "yes I love you so".
But I can also stand here and know, that it was better to just let you go.
But even still, just so you know,
I will give your heart a place to rest, when everything and everyone has turned and left.
But I'm terrified of all the things I can feel but can't describe, and knowing that
It's bad when you're drunk on love.
Cause then you're craving and addicted to something that's eventually going to run out, it's going to be gone.
And when that's gone, you're hungover, and that hangover won't end, it can't exactly be cured. You're addicted, you're gone, you're broken and you can't be fixed.
Being in love gives you purpose. It gives you something to do. You have something to prove, someone to hold onto, something to believe in. It' s almost sickening how many years of our lives might be centered around someone who could just walk out at any moment, anytime of any day, of any week, of any month. They could just leave. Take y
The Bitter sweetness of Love by NobodyNotEvenThRain, literature
Literature
The Bitter sweetness of Love
I know you've heard a thousand other words that took your breath away..
But I have a million more to say to you,
And I know my thoughts are astray,
But The words may never come when I'm infront of you, I wrote you a letter the other day.
It talked about things I hope for you, I never mentioned myself once.
Because sometimes I feel like you'd never be happy with me, but with someone else.
Your happiness is of my only concern, and you are my only hope, my only want.
I know if things are meant to be, then they will be. But how do I know when it is, or isn't meant to be?
I guess that's the question a lot of people have about love.
I guess that'
You are you, and that's all you need to be by NobodyNotEvenThRain, literature
Literature
You are you, and that's all you need to be
That feeling
When you lay in bed all alone, listening to your heartbeat.
Feeling your blood rush through your veins.
Just thinking, what if, I'm actually meant for something?
What if my life actually has purpose, and I'm just laying here.
Doing nothing about everything.
That moment
When something, or in some cases someone, gives you the slightest glimer of hope.
Right when you needed it the most.
But then you know, that one day they could just walk out on you like everyone else did.
Like all your other hope has.
That realization
When you begin to imagine the possibilities, of you maybe being okay on your own.
Maybe you don't need anyone.
This is untitled as of now by NobodyNotEvenThRain, literature
Literature
This is untitled as of now
So I threw my heart out to sea,
watched it as it sank.
Because a busted up heart weighed more than I could take.
There's a war between my head and what used to be my heart,
brewing up a storm,
all alone and in the dark.
So now you have to choose,
I don't have anything else left to lose.
If it hurts this much, then it must be love.
It's 3 AM and you're keeping me from closing these tired eyes,
The lights are dim and the music is slow.
Lately you've been so distant that it's hard to breathe.
I'll take your time in exchange for sleep any day, you keep these nightmares away,
and I'd hope that you'd feel the same way.
It's been lonely h
Tell me how your story goes,
Show me your scars, your bruises.
Have you ever hurt so deeply that you couldn't sleep at night?
What do you think about when you can't sleep at night?
Do you count sheep or,
Do you think about the future and your life.
Tell me what your worst fears are.
Or are you fearless?
I know you aren't.
Do you fear being alone?
I know I do.
What about death?
That too.
Tell me how you believe your story will end,
Do you live happily ever after?
Married with children?
Or does your life spiral out of control?
Alone with no place to call home.
Scars are deeper, bruises are even darker than ever before.
But everybody has to
Hard Goodbyes, Even Harder Hellos by NobodyNotEvenThRain, literature
Literature
Hard Goodbyes, Even Harder Hellos
As i sit here and search the sea,
These thoughts are chlling me,
Because there's so much beauty in a storm,
and yet so much blown down and torn.
And no matter how long I long to find,
the exact date and the exact time
hoping that maybe one day I'd be fine
But you just won't leave my mind, but I can mostly smile now.
And I can sit here and say "yes I love you so".
But I can also stand here and know, that it was better to just let you go.
But even still, just so you know,
I will give your heart a place to rest, when everything and everyone has turned and left.
But I'm terrified of all the things I can feel but can't describe, and knowing that
It's bad when you're drunk on love.
Cause then you're craving and addicted to something that's eventually going to run out, it's going to be gone.
And when that's gone, you're hungover, and that hangover won't end, it can't exactly be cured. You're addicted, you're gone, you're broken and you can't be fixed.
Being in love gives you purpose. It gives you something to do. You have something to prove, someone to hold onto, something to believe in. It' s almost sickening how many years of our lives might be centered around someone who could just walk out at any moment, anytime of any day, of any week, of any month. They could just leave. Take y
The Bitter sweetness of Love by NobodyNotEvenThRain, literature
Literature
The Bitter sweetness of Love
I know you've heard a thousand other words that took your breath away..
But I have a million more to say to you,
And I know my thoughts are astray,
But The words may never come when I'm infront of you, I wrote you a letter the other day.
It talked about things I hope for you, I never mentioned myself once.
Because sometimes I feel like you'd never be happy with me, but with someone else.
Your happiness is of my only concern, and you are my only hope, my only want.
I know if things are meant to be, then they will be. But how do I know when it is, or isn't meant to be?
I guess that's the question a lot of people have about love.
I guess that'
white screen.
I'm staring at the floor, there's a dog staring at my shadow on the floor.
We spend our days on countless hours. Counting the countless dots that paint our picture.
Sometimes it's grey. Little kisses, planted in memories that never happened. But they did.
We don't see it. You don't see it. Hear the scream. Feel the agonizing sting, the shriek and fear implanted in the ones who are to lead us into battle, only to be killed. And so we welcome our deaths face first.
Hearts broken.
But was that enough? Lie dead on the floor and start counting for the seconds and minutes it will take you to notice that you're still alive..
We
I just told you I don't have feelings for you
I lied
every moment your on my mind
I hide it so well you believe me
now your staring at your phone in disbelief
I can see the tears rolling down your cheeks in disbelief
I hate that I hurt you
but its for the best
you would just get hurt worse
just like before
like every other time
down.
Depths of darkness take hold.
We're reminded to try and recognize that we cannot fly.
We don't have wings. only angels do. And fairies, butterflies the stuff of fairy tales.
We're shaken at the core of loneliness as darkness calls. We can't hide from our fears.
Growing up young, we learn to deal with the fear inside our chest. But we still haven't run the race yet.
We hear songs on the news all the time. Where young have died, and are now buried beneath the hot sun.
Can you hear their memories float to the surface of your pen? Would you write, and recreate based on recollection?
Bring them alive again. So that we can speak
Hey guys, I'm 18 and I'm a senior in high school. call me ray. I enjoy video games and skateboarding but i also play softball and basketball. Add me on steam Koala Bandit and Xbox 360 Koala Bandit and also add me on psn musicc4lifeee :D
Current Residence: Florida Favourite genre of music: Post-hardcore, Screamo, Indie, and Acoustic Favourite photographer: EVERYONE ON DA!? Favourite style of art: All Art is awesome. Operating System: Asus windows 7 Shell of choice: Squirtle,ftw ^o^ Favourite cartoon character: Spongebob, Finn the human and Jake the dog, Flapjack Personal Quote: Life has many chapters for us, one bad chapter doesn't mean it's the end of the book
Okay, first all.
*Takes a deep breath* UGGGHHHHHH F**K SCHOOL.
PSAT was like in October or whenever the hell it was. Fcat writes was like last month. The actual damn Fcat is in two weeks. We have until May 14th to go over 8 chapters for the geometry EOC. Not mention the fact that I haven't passed the damn Algebra I EOC yet. What the actual eff is with all this damn standarized testing!?
But I'm passing all of my classes. Including Anatomy and Physiology! :#1:
Plus, guess who's taking driver's ed???
UH HUH. THIS GIRL RIGHT HERE! LOOK OUT PEOPLE, RAY'S HITTIN' THE STREETS. :headbang: :ambulance:
To top it all off, the 24th of this month
So what's up guys? I have done nothing but play league and basketball since summer break started 3 weeks ago. So yeah.
And now my life love's so incredible fucked up that it's just short of amazing. Wanting someone and knowing you can't have them pretty much blows...
"A drop in the ocean
A change in the weather
I was praying that you and me might end up together
It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert
But I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are my heaven..."